December 31

my first order of business in 2010 will be to continue the regimen of exercise and healthy eating i began in 2009. i will slow down on the relationship front this year and take things more step by step, since the divorce i feel that i have been on a sprinting to the finish line (remarrying) which i am not even sure is the end i'm looking for and i figure before i go out and try to share my life with someone, i should focus on improving my own life, i have always said that in a relationship each person should complete themselves and not each other, but rather share of themselves with one another.  i will strive to read more and seek more intellectual stimiluation and challenge myself.

i have a good feeling about 2010.  i am really looking forward to it.  its starting with a blue moon, and though i dont believe in superstition and omens, i am going to allow myself to feel optimistic about the blue moon and start the new year in good spirits. 2009 was not a bad year, made some new friends, some that i can even see staying in my life for a long time, economically it was not great but some networking is making 2010 look positive, and i am in a relationship that is showing a lot of promise, but i still have not found what i'm looking for and will continue my search into 2010.